heaven

earlier this morning, like early as in 1am-ish, i got to talk with my brother and finally i got news about my violin. it was returned, however, in its very poor state. i was so horrified to found out what happened to my violin. according to my brother, it was broken. like smashed or somethin. everything was broken. my brother was so angry at me, he thought i left it at some airport or something.

Im quite surprise to find out that the case was broken as well and also the bow. i know some violins really breaks due to extreme heat during shipping, but to learn that the bow was broken was shady. i believe the shipping company has something to do with it.

im having mixed feelings right now. that violin has been with me for more than 10 years. that violin took me to a lot f places.. but now its gone and can no longer be played. the worst thing is, my lolo gave me that violin. and he already passed like a month a go.