thursday randoms

i never really get the chance to write the things that i really wanted to. whenever i sit in front of the computer in the library, i just cant relax and a lot of things are running in my mind. things like, the time, thinking whether i parked in the right parking lot and other stuff. i feel so pressured.

oh well, today is thursday and it is my day off. we already have internet at home but i dont get to use my brother's computer coz he's playing a lot of online games. i hope i could save money soon and buy myself a reliable computer of my own. *sigh*

tomorrow is my baby jannin's 1st birthday. its sad because i cant be with them. but they wont be having a birthday party til next week since my kuya dennis is flying to california with auntie mae for auntie tintin's wedding on sunday. mama mina and lolo dong would be there too, i think they already left manila yesterday. auntie shirly is already there i think. i wanna see them all but im so broke. i cant afford to go there now.


about harrington, im not positive that it would still pursue. there are thing that i just cant do right now no matter how hard i try. maybe its not the right time yet, or maybe its not really for me. only God knows. but i dunno, i just feel so numb and i worry less. weird. good thing is im not bein depress. and i have a lot of plans and im working it out. i think thats all for now. =P