super random updates

ok, where will i start. hmm let's see.
oh yeah, about my job. its ok. cant complain about it. im getting more hours since my co worker maria got fired. about harrington, no more harrington for now. i got some financial aid from the government but still it would only cover like 45% of my tuition. the rest, i have to pay, or i have to get a loan to pay for it. my dad dint sign. i have no co signer so yeah, i cant have it. so i have to cancel my application. but i think its all good. i dont really wanna pay loan after college. even if its the only way i can think of to get money for college. but yeah whatever. im really fickle minded. as of now, i dunno what to do with my life. i wanna go back to AUP though next year. WAAAAAAAAAHHHH. this is so crazy. but yeah, im praying about it and working hard and trying to save money for my "trip". well, its just a plan. but yeah. im still confused. (0_o)

lovelife. still ZERO. LOL. im not even looking for one. i guess. LOL. but i think i like someone right now. (^_*) but anwyays, i dont think i need it one now(lovelife). ive been so pre occupied lately. but i dont let it stress me out. i still try to find a lot of ways to enjoy life. hah! hmm...

what else. oh yeah, today i got a text message from josh. it was 6:30am when i got it. im like, whats up wit this person. but its all good. its great getting to hear from my toronto friends. man, how i miss them. i miss my chozen family. i think we really are DISBANDED!!!! OMGSHH. i cant believe this. LOL. so yeah, josh might come visit me soon. i think i need a time off for myself too. and it would great to get to hangout wit him again. and i hope that we could sing a duet in church. but we'll see.

OOOHHHHHHHHH yeahhh, last night i got to watch another foreign film, TSOTSI, its an african one. i was tryin to rent it a long time but im doubting the movie that it might just bore me. it was my first african movie i think.




i rented it from the library. i got 3 movies. i might watch one tonight. this is awesome. HAH! and i love goin to the library. im actually here right now. (^_*) meg is here too, she's doing some random things here. and i dont wanna know. LOL. man im bein so random. well, im random, like everyone else. =P