wake up call


i was kinda sad and frustrated a while ago. it was because my bank account was overdrawn and i have to pay for fees. i felt like i wasted a lot of money. well, sort of. but yeah, i could have used it for other stuff. but anyways, maybe its just a wake up call for me. its hard to explain but i think God did it on purpose. maybe im bad in handling money and God wanted me to learn something. money should not control us. we should control our money. but anyways, that will pass. i remember back in my toronto days when i had limited allowance. i was happy and content. maybe thats what God wants me to realize, that i have to be happy and content with what i have. but i dunno, they said that its human nature not to be contented, well i kinda agree but i think if we focus on the material world, thats really true. but i still believe that God should be my everything. our everything.

Life is really like a school. we learn things everyday.