run away from sadness

its my day off from work today, i get to sleep late and i get to run around the neighborhood. i was bored but i try to keep myself busy. i downloaded some songs while im tryin to exercise. LOL. its weird but i wanted to go to work today, so i would be busier. bein at home all day depresses me. since my schedule has been changed, i dont have time to jog every afternoon except thursdays and fridays. so today, i was happy that i could go jog again. running makes me hyper. it gives me the runners high for a while. but in the end, sadness always catches me. but still, i keep on going. i always go by the train tracks. it makes me feel better inside. it reminds me that there's always a way out. i know there's a way out for me too. i hope someday i'll get there. i hope soon.