the monday story
i was exploring my bro's computer today and i found out that he has a copy of my chorale music from different choirs in the philippines. im so happy! i left my original cd wit my friend madz in tdot. i love chorale music so much. it comforts me but sometimes it makes me homesick and it makes me miss chorale singing. i hope i'll get the call backs from CCA.

i dunno whats wit me nowadays, im having issues at home wit my stepmom but it doesnt seem to bother me now. i used to be an angry kid but now i feel like i have a more positive point of view. whenever i hear somethin bad from her, i just rub it off and ignore it. i dont want her affecting me and i wont allow her to ruin my life and my dreams anymore.

oh yeah, today was nice. work was ok, not that tiring and i think this is my best cashier job so far, no pressure, no yelling and no long lines. and my co workers are nice and friendly. i went home earlier from work today, it wasnt that busy so they dont need a lot of workers. but its all good since i got to lift weights and run around the neighborhood. i feel healthier! i dont get tired easily anymore. and i feel good and proud about it. before summer ends i want to have a better body, a healthier looking one, thats my goal. im tired of bein the skinny, anorexic looking guy. i have to stop dreamin of looking good, i have to wake up and do somethin. i dont want anymore insecurities. =P

hmm. what else, oh yeah, my dad and my sis are flyin to california tomorrow. im so jealous! ive been to cali just once and it was like years ago. i wanna come back there soon. man, i still have a list of states that i wanna visit. btw here's the list:

1. new york
2. california
3. florida
4. texas

oops, its not that many, but i wanna visit other countries too.

1. PHILIPPINES!!
2. canada
3. puerto rico
4. kenya
5. thailand
6. japan
7. korea.

but right now, its still impossible for me to do that. i still have to save money. but yeah, maybe someday. my priority right now is school. lol. im so random. just as the line from one of my fave song says:

"im not getting any younger, and before my dying day, i want space, not just air, let them laugh in my face i dont care, save a place, i'll be there"

but hey, im not goin to santa fe! LOL. =P

ok change topic. man, i talk a lot right now. whats up wit me? well maybe im inspired or what. i dont even know whats goin on. LOL.

random things happened to last weekend. hmm, but the most interesting was when an old friend of mine chatted wit me through yahoo messenger. he just popped out of nowhere, i actually deleted him in my friends list for some reason, but yeah, i might add him back again. LOL. i felt so weird and happy at the same time since the last time we talked was ages ago, and were not in good terms when we parted. but i hope were good now. i kinda miss him. and im glad that he talked to me. coz i feel like we still have some unfinished business. LOL. but anyways. it feels good. he still inspires me in someway. ^_*