catching up



ok, i know its early for todays recaps, but anyways, i havent written in a while so i think now is my chance. hmm, i finally got to talk to nice, bleigh and ryan on the phone. they never fail to inspire and make me happy. they are like my family and i love and miss them so much. i feel sad though most of the time. especially when i miss our good times together. i hope to see them soon. they are planning to go to MI to see the ambassadors. and im planning to go there too. now that they might go, i have more reason to let my trip push through. i havent talked to josh too in a long time too. not even one of the chozen people has news about him. i just hope that everything went well for him, and i hope his plans went well. im not sure when he is coming back though.


i dunno why i love my friends so much. sometimes i feel like its killing me. and sometimes i feel like i should move on. but move on for what? forget my friends? i cant just do that. thats one of the things i had to face everytime i go somewhere else and meet new friends. i always make good friends everywhere. but eventually i just have to leave them. and its not an easy thing to do. it may take a while for me to adjust. but i know one thing is for sure. true friends will always be true friends. no matter what distance that keeps us apart, true friends will always make a way. i dont like it when friendship fades because of distance. we can never turn back time, and we can never tell whats the future has in store for us. friends come and go, but as i said, true friends will stay. good times may be temporary, but memories can live forever.


the bottom line of this blog is i miss CHOZEN so much. =[

*photos by bleigh adap