keep on going.

its been more than a month since my last post. many things happened, good, bad, happy and sad. for this past weeks, i've experience things that ive never experienced before. i have done things that ive never done before. i felt feelings that ive never felt before.

i can say that my life is weird, but in a special way. not all people get the chance to experience what im goin through. i know that God allows things to happen for us to be strong, and not to stumble. i may not always understand it, but i know God has a plan for me, and He will never abandon me. i am never alone. sometimes, i just become so hard headed that He has to remind me and make me realize that.

my life has changed in someway. ive learned that life is supposed to be easy, sometimes we are the one who makes it complicated. ive learned to take care of myself more. this may not sound right but, once in a while, i have to be selfish too. i realized that people do care, my FRIENDS do care. they do know my worth, more than i do. ive learned to conquer my fear, to fight for what i think is right. ive learned to love myself more, and to value life more.

ive learned a lot, and i wont stop learning.