dance like there's no tomorrow.

i remember back in the days, during my grade school year, my friends always play baseball after class. i thought it was interesting so i joined them. but no matter how hard i try, i really cant hit the ball. and it was really embarrasing for me. it was so hard that i wanna cry and scream and swear and curse. hah! OMGSHH i was so pathetic. even in highschool, i did the same thing. i screw up everytime, ive never hit the ball, not even once, not even a foul. i wonder why it is so hard for me. i was blaming my poor eyesight. but even my friends who wears thicker eyeglasses than mine could score. so yup, i dont want anymore baseball.

anyways, thats the same feeling im feeling right now when it comes to DANCING. yup, jei is tryin to do hiphop. OMGSHH. the boys wants to choreograph a dance. so yup, i wasnt exempted. so i gave it a try. but no matter how hard i try, i just cant seem to get the dance step. deep inside, i wanna scream! waaaaahhhh! i dance like a sicko. *sigh* but that was just the first day of the dance rehearsal. i was tryin to practice alone a while ago. but i forgot the steps. OMGSHH. so pathetic. but i dont wanna give up. i want to dance and i will do it. =P