WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING



A message every adult should read, because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say.

When you thought I wasn't looking , I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animal's.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that I would have to be responsible when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you and wanted to say, 'Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.'

I AM SENDING THIS TO ALL OF THE PEOPLE I KNOW WHO DO SO MUCH FOR OTHERS AND THINK NO ONE EVER SEES.

LITTLE EYES SEE A LOT !

Each of us (parent, grandparent, aunt, uncle, teacher or friend) influence the life of a child. How will you touch the life of someone today?

Just by sending this to someone else, you will probably make them at least think about their influence on others.

under pressure.


last night:

it was 8:00 in the evening when josh picked me up to chill wit him. we went to the mall and he went shopping. i was a lil bit bored since i cant buy anything coz im uber broke. the mall was almost closing and he's not done yet. but anyways we watched a movie at their place wit madz, ate richelle and bleigh. it was really late when we finished, i think its about 1am already so i just called my folks that i would just stay at josh's for the night. i slept around 3am coz we watched some porn. hah! that was crazy. reminds me of my highschool days.

today:

i woke up around 10am and realized that i have to bring julio to school so josh drove me home. after we dropped of my cousin, we went swimming at YMCA somewhere near my place. it was free since it was our first time there. i havent been swimming for almost two years. imagine that! hah! i was havin fun, but it was tiring too. we cant stay long though coz i still have to pick up julio.
so yup, we were done swimming at 3pm and julio gets off at school at 3:15. OMGSHH i was a lil worried. to make the story short, we got late and the school principal already called my auntie that julio will be waiting at her office. it was raining so josh gave us a ride, but julio has no booster seat so i have to hide him coz we dont wanna be in trouble. that was really scary.

but anyways, im so tired. i wanna sleep soon. swimming is really tiring, especially if you havent done it for years. i have to get new speedos soon. im tired of my old one. cant wait for the summer. i wanna go swimming outdoors. and get a tan! weeeeeeee!!! and yeah, im also happy coz enrico gave me a phone call! hah!

february song





Where is that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes,

Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away

Sometimes it's hard to find my ground
Cos I keep on falling , as, I, try, to, get
away, from, this, crazy, world.!!!

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away....

And all that I've lost, lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you
One day....

Where is that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes..



my new favorite, and its in my range! which is a good thing. this is not a senti post. i just love this song and it reminds me of an old friend. i dedicate this song to him.

dance like there's no tomorrow.

i remember back in the days, during my grade school year, my friends always play baseball after class. i thought it was interesting so i joined them. but no matter how hard i try, i really cant hit the ball. and it was really embarrasing for me. it was so hard that i wanna cry and scream and swear and curse. hah! OMGSHH i was so pathetic. even in highschool, i did the same thing. i screw up everytime, ive never hit the ball, not even once, not even a foul. i wonder why it is so hard for me. i was blaming my poor eyesight. but even my friends who wears thicker eyeglasses than mine could score. so yup, i dont want anymore baseball.

anyways, thats the same feeling im feeling right now when it comes to DANCING. yup, jei is tryin to do hiphop. OMGSHH. the boys wants to choreograph a dance. so yup, i wasnt exempted. so i gave it a try. but no matter how hard i try, i just cant seem to get the dance step. deep inside, i wanna scream! waaaaahhhh! i dance like a sicko. *sigh* but that was just the first day of the dance rehearsal. i was tryin to practice alone a while ago. but i forgot the steps. OMGSHH. so pathetic. but i dont wanna give up. i want to dance and i will do it. =P