i want my voice back.


wow december is here, almost time to say goodbye to 2007! today, my lil cousin, Dana turned 3. and today, i woke up having no voice. i think its sore throat or whatever. im having a hard time speaking. i feel so bad during the choir rehearsal. i felt like i failed the director's expectation, when i walked in the room, they're like happy to see me so i could help out with the basses section. but i cant sing today, and i dunno i just felt bad. but anyways, i learned humility. im not that good when it comes to singing, well range and quality wise. yes i can sight read but everyone can do that if they'll find ways to learn how. bein treated as someone good, made me good. it gave me more self confidence. but yeah, i realized that maybe, i do have shot in chorale singing. i love chorale music and hopefully, singing is in my future.

hmm. today i was really uncomfortable during the church service, i was thinkin whether i unplugged the flat iron or not. i was really uneasy and i was prayin in my mind that i hope i really did unplugged it. but yeah that feeling dint last long. i did unplugged it. coz thats what i always do. hah! ok im bein random. i just watched the reply of america's next topmodel. my bet got eliminated, yup, i really like heather.

anyways, tomorrow will be dana's birthday party. my tito and tita are busy doin alot of stuff right now. im actually holding jannin, my baby cousin, while im typing. good thing she fell asleep. hah! just wanna share the invitation i made last week. i made it wit photofiltre. waaah i wanna have photoshop so bad!