im not weird, im just unique.



it was really cold today, good thing it stopped snowing but the streets are still "icy". i did the same thing today. went to school to drop off and pick up julio. its weird but i feel like dressin up again whenever i go out. i feel like im goin back to my old self. for some reason, i tried changing my style, my ourfits and stuffs. i tried to project a more boy-ish look, somethin like the boy-next-door type. maybe because i want to change the first impressions that i make, especially when i went here in canada. im just tired of people especially some relatives who is criticizing the way i look. i tried to tone down but it shows less creativity, definitely not me. i feel like im pretending to be someone else. but anyways, i realized that its ok to be myself. i want people to like me as me.

in someways, i think fashion is liberating. i was wearin pink today, and it caught a lot of attention. i love wearin loud colors. but here in the americas, its more like a no-no, well thats how i feel. i used to get a lot of negative comments from random people, and its not a good feeling, especially if they would just yell at you from their cars. stupid people. today even my lil cousin was laughin at me, coz of the pink. he really got on my nerves. i wish more there would be more people on this earth who could understand colors and patterns. i was actually wearin the same outfit i wore on new years eve. wit a different pants though. i was wearin it wit a pair of skinny jeans today. on new years eve, i wore it with plaid pants. and i wasnt surprise when the people started to critic. it dint really bothered me. i actually felt bad for them coz they look the same. hah!

so yup. lesson learned: its ok to be your own person, never dull your shine for others. take pride on not wearin what other people think are cool.