listen.


i dunno. i keep on saying that word. maybe im stupid. or maybe im not really thinking. i think my family members are annoyed by me always answering i dunno. they ask me stuff about what i want to do, or to be. or simply what i want. and i told them i dunno. honestly, i know what i want, it's just that ever since, no one understands it. back then, whenever i tell them what i want, they would either be against it, or make fun of it. what i really want is support. sometimes, success also means support. but i dont wanna expect. it would just frustrate me if ever. so i better do it on my own. so yeah, maybe im just tired of bein contradicted, so whats the point of telling them what i want?

*sigh* ok drop the subject.

last night i went online to browse some filipino videos in youtube. i saw a thumbnail of regine velasquez' video and i thought i'd watch it. regine was singing "listen" from the broadway musical "dreamgirls" to my surprise, regine actually messed up the song. it was really a shocker to me. knowing that she is one of the best pop singers and bein branded as asia's songbird. im like, OMGSHH, i caught myself laughing so hard, the video was presented in the funniest it can be, including the wrong lyrics that she made up, and also the captions and comments. i watched it over and over until its not funny anymore. then part of me felt bad for her. i've messed up once in my performance and it was really tough! how much more bein a "song bird" and messin up your performance. must be really tough.

as i was ponderin, i said to myself, maybe she dint rehearse it well, or she might be over confident, or whatever. i can't really tell, i dont wanna judge anyone. i realized that everyone commits mistakes. on the otherhand, i learned that no matter how far you've been, or how great your accomplishments are, always remember the basics.

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