follow your heart

at the end of the day, you're another day older. hah! its kinda early for me updating my blog, but that's aight. since im living wit my auntie and uncle, and their kids, i barely have the time to be alone here by the computer. i can think more and express more if i have privacy. speaking of privacy, hmm, i need that, or should i say i want that. :D

so yeah, today was ok, it rained while me and julio were goin to school. we had to walk and use an umbrella, which later broke, thanks to the strong winds. today, i also recieved an e-mail from melissa koch, a friend of mine in downers grove. i havent seen her for a while and i miss her. *sigh* nothin really interestin today.

i was chattin wit a friend a while ago, he wanted my advice. yeah it's about love. it was a long story but it was a classic case of boy-loves-boy-but-other-boy-doesnt love him back kinda thing. before he told me the story, he was tellin me that he feels like a "slut" coz he's been giving away his number to random people who wants it, talks to them. and while i was listening, i kinda figure out what's the bottom line. he's broken hearted, depressed. what i think is he's tryin to find someone who would fill the emptiness he feels because of bein heartvroken, and at the end of the day, realizing that no one could ever make him feel better except for the one he loves. *sigh* in some way i could relate to him, which made his story very predictable. i know his situation is not easy, but i told him to try fallin out of love. i think he needs space. according to him, they still hangout, and do special things together. what SWEET TORTURE. people might give us advices, make comments, good or bad, but those things wont change us unless we let it. at the end, aside from God, it's only us who could help ourselves.